Addiction

So I was driving home the other day and I saw a billboard advertising porn addiction. It made me think about addiction. Anything can be an addiction. It is something that you don't need but want and want a lot of it. Like chocolate you don't need it but you want it. every so often it's ok to have it but wanting it all the time isn't ok. There are some many things that we can be a addicted to, it's how we deal with the addiction that makes a difference. Food and drinks can be one of those addictions. We do need food and water to live but over doing it will cause problems. Having a healthy way of doing things is great. I know that i'm not great at doing these things and i'm trying to work on them.

I feel that there is a healthy addiction to like reading the scriptures, going to the temple, and church. I may not be great at these to but i'm human and i'm working on these for my self and not anyone else.

I know there are so many things out there that can hurt us or keep us from doing what we need to do. If we strive to do the things that we are suppose to do. We will over come our problems and get to where we need to be. Thanks for listening to me go of on stuff. I just felt that I need to say something. have a great day :)

Holiday stress

So the last little while has been crazy. With having a new born and the holiday's with two kids it's been hard. We put our house up for sale, so trying to keep the house clean just in case someone wants to see it at the last moment. Just hasn't been easy to do. I've been trying to get to a point were I can exercise. I'm not going to wake up early to do it when I get up so many times in the middle of the night and by the time dinner comes around I haven't been able to do anything cause I've been busy dealing with kids all day and doing things everyone else wants me to do. I love helping people don't get me wrong on that. I just don't feel like I've been getting the help I need. Brian has been working overtime and I understand why. Just when he comes home he doesn't want to deal with anything or anyone. So i'm still the one doing everything. I'm trying to keep a positive attitude about everything but I feel like i'm almost to breaking point that if something doesn't change i'm going to go insane. Here's to hoping i don't go insane.

Emma's Second Birthday

Emma has now turned 2. I can't believe it. My baby is 2 (well i guess she isn't a baby any more). Emma had so much fun at her party. She got some dress up clothes, her and alanis had to play dress up that minute. It was so much fun seeing them play. Emma has been doing really well about peeing on the toilet (now if only we could get here to poop on it). Channing had her two month check up today and she is 10 lbs. 5oz. Channing has gotten so big in the last couple of months. so for the rest of this last month it's been crazy. My mom broke her ankle and wrist both on the right side to. so with that being said I was the one to do thanksgiving and i do have to say that it turned out nice. Sense then I've just been relaxing sense the Christmas shopping is done. Brian is now doing over time cause the guy that works the first part of the week his wife had their baby. so the girls and i will be spending a lot of time in Payson helping my mom (sense she immobile). well with that being said here are some pics of Emma's birthday.

The Cake

Emma and the loot

Jason helping the girls play dress up.

The Girls

The Birthday Girl!